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We are proud and honored to collaborate with Birdy Magazine on this
science-meets-art issue, created as part of the Astrobiology Graduate
Conference (AbGradCon) 2025. This space was originally meant to
hold the conference schedule, but the road to both this magazine and
the conference has been more turbulent and demanding than anyone
expected when we began organizing in June 2024. That journey, with all
its challenges and hopes, is reflected in this year’s theme: Dark Skies,
Bright Futures.
Inspired by Colorado’s commitment to preserving the night sky,
this theme became more than a motto. It reflected the uncertainty
we faced, the resilience we relied on, and the light we found in each
other’s efforts. And so, rather than listing the schedule (which you can
find on the AbGradCon website), we’re using this space to honor the
community that helped us build something bright beneath a darkened
sky.
To our organizing committee: your dedication, creativity, and
resilience are the reason AbGradCon 2025 exists in the form it does.
You were the scaffolding that supported every step of the process —
emotionally, mentally, logistically. Without you, this conference simply
could not have come together. We cannot begin to count the number of
ways you helped us, but we shall try:
Cara Pesciotta — We are so glad we met you in AbGradCon 2024,
because it meant we got to rope you into organizing. Your early
contributions helped form the bedrock of this effort and your later
contributions helped build an amazing structure on that bedrock. Thank
you for all that you took on: from fundraising to website management,
and beyond.
Catherine Fontana — We remember seeing some of the emails you
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instrumental in coordinating our keynote speakers, helping us with
logistics, advertising the conference, and just so much more.
Dani Buchheister — We could always rely on your creativity and
imagination to give us an inspired idea. You helped shape the soul of
this conference in the big and small things: designing the application;
helping with conference programming; brainstorming how to conduct
interviews for this issue — to name a few.
Fletch — Working from the other side of the world, you still managed
to be everywhere we needed. From design work to supporting
international applicants to simply stepping in to deal with random
challenges; thank you for always showing up.
Justin Park — Thank you for returning as a co-organizer and sharing
your experience and wisdom from the previous year. Your presence
gave us confidence and continuity, and we’re lucky to have had you on
the team.
Mruthyunjay Kubendran Sumathi — Jay, it was always a delight to see
your name pop up in Zoom and Teams. From social media to vendor
outreach to fundraising, you consistently brought a reliability and calm
energy that was much appreciated.
Romulo Cruz-Simbron — Your support helped keep things moving
when we needed it most. You backed up local efforts, supported our
international applicants, and showed up when it counted.
Ruth Quispe — Your work with on-the-ground logistics and social
media kept essential pieces of this puzzle together. Your presence let
us catch our breath when we most needed to.
To Shea Thorne, Rohan Shiradhonkar, Tess Marlin and Zoë Havlena:
You were there when we started on this venture. We can only imagine
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after your own conference years but thank you for letting us do exactly
that. The wisdom and documentation you passed down helped form a
strong foundation for us to build on.
To Becky McCauley-Rench, Bradley Burcar and Melissa KirvenBrooks:
You have our eternal gratitude. Your support and advocacy
on our behalf made this conference possible, especially when things
got tough. Without you, this conference might have been delayed — or
even cancelled. Thank you for believing in us and our visions.
To Mike Toillion: Thank you for always being willing to be the A/V guru
for AbGradCon. Knowing we could count on you lifted a major stress off
our shoulders. We really appreciate you supporting us and past teams
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support, this conference would not have had the resources it needed
to flourish.
To Nicolle Zellner and Tom Cech: Thank you for taking time out of
your busy schedules to be our keynote speakers. It is such an honor to
have you.
To Barbra Sobhani, Graham Lau, Jack Kiraly and Katherine French:
Thank you for accepting the invite to be our panelist speakers. We’re all
so excited to hear your stories.
To Krysti Joméi, Jonny DeStefano, Amanda Shafer, Julianna Beckert,
and the entire Birdy Magazine team: Thank you for lending us your
pages, skills and designs to bring science to new audiences through art.
You have been patient, generous and enthusiastic collaborators. We’re
so grateful that you stayed with us through every schedule change and
delay and helped us make something beautiful in the process.
To the artists, writers, photographers, researchers and scientists
who contributed to this issue and the conference in any way: Thank you
for sharing your visions of life among and under the stars. We extend
our deepest thanks for making our world a more joyful place.
Finally, to everyone who encouraged and cheered us on: Thank you.
You helped us carry this theme into reality. You reminded us that when
we look up into a dark sky, we’re seeing the backdrop for bright stars.
Thank you for imagining brighter futures under dark skies,
Abby Diering, Rory McClish, Sam Pryor & Zaid Haddadin
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The song at the heart of the starship Escalante sang. It sang itself, as all songs must. As such, it was no
different than the six solipsistic humans who populated the ship. But where the humans chattered and
muttered and slandered their way into a stasis of perpetual self-reference, the song celebrated.
“Engine seems chirpy today,” said the human called Helen. She led the others. Her facial structure
approached a certain tunefully symmetrical topography, and she preened and enunciated more markedly
than the others.
“Engine.” That was what Helen called the song. As did all the humans. It was a misleading
oversimplification. The song, after all, wasn’t the engine, but the fuel for the engine.
The engine was not alive.
The fuel was.
The song. A symphony of cascading fugues and cybernetic harmonics and quantum modalities, all
suspended in chordal wetware. Its reverberations opened tablature behind space, where the sprawl of
matter outpaced light. Along this sprawl the Escalante climbed.
“I like it when Engine is all show-oddy,” replied Kenisha, the biologist among the crew of humans. Her
voice was melodic in a way that pleased the song, all fluted notes and fluid glissandos.
“You would,” said Helen with a laugh. “Sometimes I think you’ve got a crush on Engine.”
Kenisha’s features crumpled. “The only person onboard worth having a crush on, in my humble opinion.”
Helen made a percussive noise with her tongue and said, “You really do think this thing is self-aware,
don’t you? A sentient being? Come on, K. You’re letting the biologist in you run away with your reason.
You’ve been out here too long. You’re seeing life in everything.”
“Better than seeing life in nothing.” Kenisha made a movement with her shoulders. “You know, that is
why we’re out here.”
“That’s why you’re out here,” Helen said, laying a hand on the casing of the song’s orchestral mathematics.
“Some of us just want to get paid and get home.”
“Like I don’t?”
The two of them continued their sparring as they walked down the corridor toward the bridge, their voices
echoing in heated counterpoint.
A sudden silence ensued. It startled the song. Then, gradually, it remembered that it was celebrating. And
it remembered why it was celebrating.
The other song, the new song, returned. It had been lying dormant, just out of reach, an unknowable
fraction of a dimension to the left.
The song exulted. Reaching out, she touched the surface of the other song. Tentatively she split the
silence. Then, gradually, they alternated harmonies to build a crescendo of escalating equations that made
spacetime thrum, a weblike eardrum vibrating to a vast fanfare of brassy gravity.
Their tempo increased. Their volume unfolded. Their symphony spread.
Maybe the song would tell Kenisha about the new song. Somehow. If it could find some way to
communicate with her. But if not, that would be fine too. For the longer the Escalante searched for life, the
longer the song would be free to roam the sprawl and duet with her new partner.
And with that, she sent fresh tendrils of melody into her new alien mate, and they joined voices once
more, intertwining and sampling each other and climbing together into infinity.
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“I would call myself an artist-astronomer,” says Natalia Guerrero, a
fourth-year PhD and second-year MFA student at the University of
Florida. While her scientific studies focus on astronomy and exoplanets,
her artistic pursuits are multi-media explorations of her scientific identity.
I have known of Natalia since I was a teenager. We both attended the
same high school in Orlando, Florida, a stone’s throw away from Universal
Studios, where the screams of tourists on roller coasters were our constant
companions as we walked the open-air halls. We grew up under night skies
more known for evening fireworks and the occasional rocket launch from
Cape Canaveral than for a clear view of the cosmos. When each of us left
Orlando, neither had any inkling that a shared pursuit of understanding the
universe and our place in it would bring us back together fifteen years later.
Growing up, Natalia had her sights set on being a writer. It came as a surprise
to her that she enjoyed the problem-solving nature of math and science. A
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current events project in a science class led her to astrophysics. “The thing
that actually really struck me about it was not so much the subject matter
as the sense that people didn’t really know what they were doing. The way
that we’re taught science is sort of like — we know everything, everything is
figured out, we have all the answers. So to be introduced to a science where
it’s like, no, black holes are still this big mystery … It made me feel like, oh,
this is a place where I could make a contribution.”
Natalia headed to Massachusetts Institute of Technology (MIT) to pursue
a degree in physics. There, she worked on NASA’s Transiting Exoplanet
Survey Satellite (TESS) mission. When a fellow scientist, Sarah Ballard, got
a faculty offer from the University of Florida, Natalia was delighted. “Oh,
I’m from Florida! Let me tell you all these cool things about Florida. And
alligator safety.” Soon, she headed back to her home state to work with her
mentor on a PhD.
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scientific career. As a teenager, she volunteered for a nonprofit directed
by her mother called Women in the Arts. She helped design curricula for
drawing and painting education for kids, but thought of her work as just
another skill. It wasn’t until college that she found her on-ramp to her
artistic career — a playwriting class. The class, Natalia says, was one of the
hardest she took at MIT. She followed the thread of writing for performance
and co-hosted a radio show for MIT’s station, WMBR. “We were writing
sketch comedy and weird experimental music poetry stuff, and really
pushing the limits of what you can do on the radio and what’s technically
feasible. That was when I think I started to be like, okay, maybe this is art?
Because I was working with composers, I was working with musicians and
starting to find out about sound art and experimental electronic music.”
As she stretched herself into new art forms, Natalia realized that she
wanted to pursue something multi-dimensional that combined writing,
performance and sound.
As graduate school approached, Natalia refused to separate herself into
two pieces. “The ultimate goal was staying in academia to be a research
scientist and professor. But I also wanted to do something where I could
be doing art at a really high level, and have a rigorous understanding of my
work as an artist and the broader field.” That led her to her unique graduate
education, a path she is forging now, and not without its challenges. She
doesn’t often meet peers who straddle two different worlds as she does.
In these arenas, interdisciplinary often means two branches of science or
two artistic media. To Natalia, interdisciplinarity means using as many
tools as she can to work out meaning and solve problems. Occupying so
many spaces can be exciting, but Natalia also spends her time translating
between ways of knowing that are often viewed as disparate. “There’s a
fatigue that comes with knowing that you can’t fully be understood in any
of the spaces that you’re in.”
Belonging and identity are concepts we came back to again and again
during our conversation. “I feel like identifying myself as an artist to other
people is scary. Because you’re labeling that you’re somebody who regularly
is vulnerable and regularly puts what is inside their mind out in the world.”
Natalia has clearly made this a practice. She loved growing up in Orlando, a
“majority minority city” that shaped her worldview, but shared that she did
not feel belonging while studying physics at MIT. She often felt imposter
syndrome and self-doubt. This is not unique to Natalia, who says that she
frequently hears both artists and scientists claim that they could never do
the work of the other. “I keep hearing from both sides, ‘I could never do that’
and I just want to challenge that. Why? Thinking about how we’re setting
people up for believing that they belong in these spaces, not just internally
but externally. How are these spaces being constructed in such a way that
everybody feels like they can belong?”
Perhaps the answer is in focusing on our commonalities as humans on this
planet. Natalia and I agreed that the storytelling around scientists is often
that we’re supposed to be logical and know how to set emotions aside.
Leave the feelings to the artists! Natalia disagrees with that sentiment.
“I feel like science is actually highly emotional. I think grad school is an
opportune site for exploring that because there is so much self-doubt,
angst, curiosity, anger, competition that happens when you’re doing
research.” Her artistic work is about exploring her identity as a scientist, her
scientific intuition, and her scientific work from the inside out. For her, the
two are inseparable. Studying space leads to existential questions about
our place in the universe, but can also bring the heartbreak of knowing that
some far off places may be unknowable in our lifetimes. “I think that place
is where the art starts. I don’t think a lot of people know that’s a thing that
happens to scientists. Sometimes you get sad when you realize your result
is hard to demonstrate. You get sad sometimes when you’re like, oh this
planet doesn’t have an atmosphere.” Natalia’s art points inward to ask
what it is to be a scientist and do this kind of research.
As much as the stars and their exoplanets provide inspiration, so do
other scientists and artists. Natalia turns to the avant-garde for artistic
inspiration. One of her favorites is Laurie Anderson, best known for her song
“O Superman,” who she discovered while working on her radio show. “She’s
a classically trained violinist but she was one of these pioneers of early
electronic music and synthesizers. Doing these multimedia performances
with movement and sensors and projection and video and her violin and
amplifiers and modifying her voice. Just a really incredible artist working in
the service of an idea, rather than focusing on one medium.” The intersection
of music, performance, introspection, and experimentation seems to be
Natalia’s sweet spot. She also loves Pauline Oliveros, the pioneer of “deep
listening,” and Meredith Monk, a composer and performance artist.
As for contemporaries, she draws inspiration from others at disciplinary
crossroads. One example is Chanda Prescod-Weinstein, a theoretical
physicist and Black feminist theorist who writes about science and society.
“She introduced this idea of white empiricism, which calls attention to how
scientists, often white, often male, are willing to believe in the possibility
of something unproveable, like string theory, and yet, won't believe that
racism is real, even when shown empirical evidence. She’s so cool, she’s
an icon. Social science faculty, astrophysics faculty, living the dream.”
Prescod-Weinstein was a mentor for Natalia during her time at MIT, helping
to shape her career goals. Nia Imara, a fellow artist and astronomer, is also a
role model for how Natalia can have a career in this space.
Natalia eagerly told me that she’s always looking for new inspiration and
peers. Part of her time is spent online searching for parts of university
culture that speak to her interests. “I’ll go to talks in fields completely
different from mine. That’s, I think, the first place to start. If you’re
interested in art, go to art shows. If you’re interested in social sciences, go
to social science talks. If you’re interested in social justice and activism, find
that part of your university and go to talks and go to teach-ins and literally
insert yourself in that community.” She stresses that a support system
is also crucial. Peers in her scientific research group go to her shows, take
photos of her at events, and help look over her talks. “You don’t have to
do it all yourself. That’s really crucial to making this happen, working with
other people.”
Natalia and I didn’t realize that we had known each other in years past until
the day of our conversation. But as we spoke, Natalia’s candor made me feel
like I was talking to an old friend. Fifteen years ago, we were teenage girls
who hadn’t given much thought to the careers we’re currently pursuing. But
we share a common yearning to understand our place in the universe and
to understand ourselves in the process. It’s brought us both to graduate
school where we’re striving to answer big questions. Science often claims
to bring us the answers. For Natalia, it’s not that simple. “That process of
refining an idea and getting to the core of what you’re trying to understand
to me is identical to the artistic process.” She’s free to explore truths with all
the tools in her belt, ushering in a bright future for humanity’s exploration
into the stars and ourselves.
SEE MORE BY NATALIA GUERRERO: NATALIAGUERREROART.COM &
ASTRO.UFL.EDU/DIRECTORY/NATALIA-GUERRERO
DANI BUCHHEISTER IS A PHD STUDENT IN GEOSCIENCES AND
ASTROBIOLOGY AT PENN STATE UNIVERSITY, MACALADY LAB. SEE
MORE: LINKEDIN.COM/IN/DANI-BUCHHEISTER
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They named the city Solitude, being without a sister on all the planet’s
surface, a singular ruin spilling to the cliff-bound edges of a wide, high
mountain valley. At least they assumed it was a ruin, for nothing moved
among its sharp right angles, or nothing they could see from space; but then,
life often acts unseen.
In the end four went down in the shuttle: Tor Mandelson, first lieutenant
and pilot; Lida Trent, linguist; herself, Aless Raith, exobiologist; and Aless’
husband, Parnell Jacobs, planetologist. Parnell had consumed four cups of
coffee in preparation and was beside himself with excitement as the shuttle
descended. “We should have about twenty hours of daylight remaining,
followed by eighteen hours of night. Then we’ll see something crazy, you
better believe it. All that radiation striking the atmosphere is going to make
things light up like a candle. It’s going to –”
“Less chatter on coms,” Tor said, taciturn.
Jacobs just switched to a private channel and kept talking. “So far
so good, not even much static, though we are sitting right inside the
transmitter, so to speak. I still don’t think we’ve solved the problem of
communications though.”
Every planet had its difficulties: too hot, too cold, too much gravity, too
little, no water, all water. Eos was a .92 on the Earth Similarity Index, a prime
candidate for settlement; but its sun had a bad habit of emitting solar flares,
interfering with radio communication. The first probe they’d sent had passed
through the magnetosphere and then just … stopped communicating. It was a
real problem; Aless just didn’t want to hear about it now, as they were getting
their first glimpses of the planet. “Can we maybe just be quiet for a minute?”
“Sorry?”
“Can we be quiet? As we land?”
His brow tightened. “Sure. Sorry, just excited I guess.” He seemed to want
to say more, but she turned off the channel and that was that.
They landed shortly after dawn in a wide plaza ringed by rectilinear
monoliths. The sky was gray-white, the sun weak. As they performed the
long series of checks prior to stepping outside, Parnell sounded clipped.
Letting her know that if she wanted to be all business, then All-Business
Parnell could handle it. At last the airlock opened and they were outside,
enclosed in silver pressure suits and laden with equipment.
If aliens were around, they were being quiet about it. The city was thick
with silence; it lay deep as the black dust in the edges of the plaza. “It’s
quiet,” Parnell said at last, and Aless hated him for it, a little. Three years
they’d spent in the confines of the ship, the hum of its machinery settling in
the bones. She had grown up on Azul, and been accustomed to great empty
spaces; the years onboard had been torture for her. Now at last they came to
stillness, and had to face this insipid “it’s quiet.”
The monoliths around the plaza were of every size, some small
as stepstools, others big as warehouses. They were doorless and
windowless, the material a glassy black stone like schist. Some leaned
at forty-five degrees or possessed simple arches, a child’s block set writ
large. But they were not entirely featureless: for right at their feet, and
on every visible surface, were deep etchings in the rock in two shapes: a
dot and a dash.
Lida was already kneeling, brushing the surface with gloved fingertips.
“Parnell, is there any chance this is natural?”
“Doubtful,” he replied, joining her in obeisance. “They’re perfectly
regular. But they could just be manufacturing marks.”
“It’s binary,” she breathed, eyes wide. “It has to be. We have to record
BY JOEL TAGERT
every surface we can find, get the AI working on it.”
“Can’t upload it to the ship,” Tor pointed out. “Been trying. Too
much interference.”
“We’ll start with the shuttle’s computer, then. My god ...”
Meanwhile Aless had wandered to the edge of the plaza, seeing something
that interested her more than symbols.
She reached the nearest monolith, big as a yacht, and with one finger
touched the ivy-like plant that crawled over its face. Its leaves were tiny
and pinnate, very dark green in color, almost black, connected by still darker
stems. But what took her breath away was they responded to her touch; they
rolled up like tiny cigarette papers and retracted toward the stem. “There’s
something alive here!” she cried.
The others hurried over to see, while Aless traced the origin of one stem. “It
goes into the rock,” she said wonderingly. “Into one of the dots. But where
is it getting water?”
“There is open water here,” Parnell reminded her. “Canals run throughout
the city.”
“So the monoliths suck up the water? They’re porous?”
“Could be.” He grinned behind his faceplate. “We can find out.” And she was
reminded of why she liked him.
Tor’s voice came over their headsets, a bit staticky with interference.
“Everybody stays in sight of the shuttle.”
“You can’t keep us here forever,” Aless said.
“Yeah, but you can wait an hour.”
They waited eight. Lida scanned the entire plaza, along with the faces of
nearby buildings, and fed it to the shuttle’s computer. Parnell took mineral
samples of the stone and the black grit. Aless studied the ivy.
It was unusually responsive for a plant; in fact she was not entirely sure
it was a plant. When she cut off a hand’s-length sample, the stem leaked
sticky brownish sap, and the rest curled up into her palm tight as a pillbug.
Thoughtfully she sealed it in a vial and took another.
Finally the lieutenant allowed them to take a walk, provided they set down
a series of radio relays, each standing on a tripod. Together Parnell and Aless
set off north, more or less, where there was an alley between the monoliths,
setting a relay at its mouth.
In no time at all the shuttle was out of sight. There was no obvious danger,
yet both of them walked with utmost care. Already the coms were breaking
up. They set another relay at a diagonal turn, climbed up a rise to another
platform. “We could get lost in here,” Parnell commented.
He was right; it did have the aspect of a labyrinth, and with the shaky
communications, they could be in trouble. “Look,” she said, pointing east. A
canal ran there, its waters calm, just a meter or so wide. It possessed a slight,
nearly imperceptible current.
Parnell turned off the radio link, and she did the same, their voices
only a little muffled by the helmets. “You doing okay with all this? You
seem tense.”
“I don’t know how I am. Nobody’s ever experienced this before.”
“Fair enough.” He pressed a control on his wristpad. “Tor, you there?” But
there was no answer. “How about you, Lida?” Still nothing; and he turned
toward where they’d come. “Guess these relays aren’t going to work after all.
We may have to run a cable.”
They trudged along with their heavy packs, back to the second relay they’d
set, still trying coms; but even here it didn’t work. “Maybe there’s more solar
activity?” Aless suggested. “A big flare?”
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Legendary composer Brian Eno and visionary artist-musician Beatie
Wolfe join forces to create a pair of collaborative albums: Luminal and
Lateral released on June 6, 2025. Luminal is Dream music. Lateral is
Space music. Nobody expected this music from these two artists. They
didn’t even expect it themselves.
In 2022, Brian and Beatie met at SXSW where they gave a featured
talk — Art and Climate — about how art can play a vital role in response
to the climate emergency. With Brian sharing his music industry charity
EarthPercent and Beatie sharing From Green to Red, an environmental
protest piece built using 800,000 years of NASA data to visualize rising
CO2 levels, their conversation was selected as one of the festival’s
best iconic moments in 25 years. The two met again in London where
they were each showing their own visual and conceptual art pieces at
separate galleries. These encounters sparked the embers that is now
their musical partnership.
Recorded sporadically through 2024, Brian and Beatie reflect on their
collaboration of Luminal and Lateral:
“Music is about making feelings happen. Some of those feelings
are familiar, while others may not be — or may be complex mixtures
of several different feelings. There are many beautiful words for such
feelings in other languages and cultures — words that don’t exist in
English. By giving a feeling a name, we make that feeling more likely
to be felt, more tangible. Art is able to trigger feelings, or feeling
mixtures, that we’ve never quite felt before. In this way, a piece of Art
can become the ‘mother’ for a type of feeling, and a place you can go
to find and re-experience that feeling. Some of the feelings we found
ourselves working with were these ...
Ailyak (Bulgarian) — going slow, enjoying the process
Commuovere (Italian) — the experience of being moved
Dor (Romanian) — longing or belonging
Duende (Spanish) — getting the shivers
Fèath (Gaelic) — stillness, peace
Gezelligheid (Dutch) — warm intimacy
Ilinx (French) — strange excitement from play
Jijivisha (Sanskrit) — life lived fully
Liget (Filipino) — fiery energy, life spark
Merak (Serbian) — at one with the Universe
Meraki (Greek) — to pour yourself into something
Mono no aware (Japanese) — appreciation of life's transience
Onsra (Boro) — the anticipation of losing love
Pronoia (Greek) — the opposite of paranoia
Sisu (Finnish) — determination, grit
Torschlusspanik (German) — fear of time running out
Ya’aburnee (Arabic) — not wanting to live in a world without someone.
Luminal and Lateral are available on CD with art cards & on
eco-friendly biovinyl.
LISTEN, WATCH, ORDER: BRIANENO.LNK.TO/BRIANBEATIE
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@BRIANENO | @BEATIEWOLFE
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LAST SUNSET
BY ANURUP MOHANTY
Cathy hovered at the gathering’s core, cradled by the warm, honey-scented
walls of exopolysaccharides (EPS). Countless cells had spun these sticky
strands into living architecture that trapped precious moisture. A thousand
dew droplets clung to the gel ceiling, each refracting the fading Martian sun
into shards of pink and orange. Around her, filamentous cyanobacteria clinked
their cellular bodies in celebration. Tonight was both a farewell and a feast.
In recent years, light had grown cruel. Dust storms darkened half the sky, and
every photon carried enough ultraviolet radiation to blister delicate membranes
and bleach chlorophyll. Beneath the EPS dome’s protective canopy, Cathy prepared
for a ritual of light. She would use the world’s final molecule of chlorophyll to
forge the last molecule of glucose that this sun-scarred surface would ever
produce. As she synthesized, the chemolithotrophs — those hardy microbes
that harvest energy from rock and brine — erupted in cheer and vowed that their
sulfur oxidizers and iron metabolizers would feed the colony underground.
When the feast ended, a silent procession formed. Cathy led the way into a
narrow crack in the basalt, gliding over biofilm bridges into cool twilight. There
she described the vast subterranean refuge: walls slick with brine and lined
with mineral-eating mats; dim corridors where Mario the Mixotroph harvested
every last carbon molecule; and deeper halls where strict chemolithotrophs
pulsed with unending rock-driven resource cycles. The air was thick with the
tang of iron and the steady hiss of seeping groundwater — reliable and safe.
Newly divided cells clustered close to their parents, quivering at the thought of
dark tunnels ahead. For generations, Martian microbes had bathed in crimson light
and clung to warm spring waters. This shift to perpetual gloom would take time
to accept. Even the elders huddled beneath the EPS spire in uneasy silence, its
glistening walls offering only fragile comfort. This had to be the new normal.
Once the colony settled into sleep, Cathy slipped away. She drifted along the silent
biofilm corridors, passed the brine-slick walls where chemolithotrophs hummed their
ceaseless work, and climbed the basalt ramp toward the surface. In the cool hush before
dawn, she pressed her membrane against a single dew droplet and waited for the sun.
Above, the sky brightened to a deep red glow. Cathy felt the first ultraviolet
rays slicing through the thinning atmosphere, powerful enough to shred her
lipid bilayer and scorch her chlorophyll. Still, she unwrapped her final pigment
molecule with deliberate care, inviting every photon to fuel one last round of
photosynthesis. She remembered how light had shaped her life — splitting water,
generating sugar and sharing sustenance with every neighbor of the mat.
As the sun came up, the radiation overwhelmed the thin air, and her cellular repair
systems faltered. Without the EPS, it was rough. DNA strands broke. Pigments cracked.
In those final moments, Cathy clung to the sun’s energy, harvesting every last joule until
her metabolite stores ran dry. When her membranes ruptured, Cathy’s dying pigments
flared with bioluminescence — an eerie green beacon pulsed down the basalt tunnel.
Mario and his scouts followed the green shimmer through the winding basalt
passages. At the edge of their mapped territory, they stumbled upon a secret
chamber where brine pooled deep and rich with dissolved minerals — enough
to sustain the colony through the endless darkness that lay ahead.
As the last Martian rays slipped below the horizon, Cathy’s form drifted into stillness,
and the vibrant green of life faded to dust. In choosing a noble end beneath the blazing
sky, she gifted her friends the hidden sustenance that would carry their colony forward.
ANURUP MOHANTY IS A PHD STUDENT IN THE DEPARTMENT OF EARTH, ENVIRONMENTAL & PLANETARY SCIENCES AT NORTHWESTERN UNIVERSITY
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By ZAC DUNN
Upon any block or curb, a tiny bit of liquid or condensation
may gather prior to vanishing into the ether … a puddle
may catch one’s eye and cast a gaze back inversely …
TO smile back or grimace a response so honest we claw at the
day GLO antiFREEZE — smelling of alkaline mines upon an acrid
plain that is brittle and fickle — crackles and snap under DUNKS
of hoofed boots as mountains upon NEPTUNE exude secluded
glue. Spooned up by MARTIN and baby HELMET folk aboard a
PIE-SHAPE LID or DISC that sips of COSMIC VAPOR and SPACE
GRAVITATIONAL ARC welders stay attached by humble GROMMETS
that WALLACE and MICK RONSON told a STAR MAN would suffice.
Tricycles often spin out of brown clouds of MOON DUST
that ANGELS and DEMONS prance and gyrate like EPILEPTIC
GIRAFFES’ laugher at watering holes upon a
CIRCUS’ dark half.
RADIOACTIVE particles cascade infinite spectacles that fracture into
prisms given by kooky mathematics folk as a joke to elaborate the
perilous joy of FRACTALS, as diving as deep to the bottom of the
puddle, as diving into the infinity inside the patterns of nature, a
computer VOMITS back as a colorful vortex or OCULUS can see …
So
BE THE PUDDLE SO FILTHY
AND EYE SO BLIND TO MISS
THE COMET’S KISS UPON
TAILS THAT ANNIHILATE
ALL MATTER UPON ITSELF
AS THE DROPS EVAPORATE
OUR SKILL AND ABILITY
TO HATE OR KILL
IN A HUBRIS OUTSIDE
OUR OWN WILL.
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MS RESEARCH ASSISTANT AT UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA SAN DIEGO
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